Request For A Company Allowance

A 21 YEARS I WANT TO FIND ME 'SAME

Good evening doctor ..

I've come to the site where I got his address because it looks readings in order to better understand and heal my health.

years and 21 years I have been left by my partner.

Identify all my symptoms in what is called in "love sickness", a term that I met for the first time in the book "Women who love too much " I had been given.

My problem is that I can get out of a stagnant situation in which I am months.
Although I knew that my pertner was not fully compatible with me, with my interests, lifestyles and ambitions it was impossible not attack so unhealthy relationship with him living with a constant fear of be left.

What then took place and from there I started all the way to demonstrate my affection, the desire and the ability to love, to no avail because he now the feeling was gone.

I can not accept the end of the story, the fact of being wrong, he wanted to a story "perfect", they have lost what we had created together. I do not understand why it can not return to business as usual ...

I know my attaccaento stems from a lack of love and esteem that I have to myself. Nonostate I'm a smart girl, responsible person who can studies fail to appreciate and be accepted by others.

I read that the alleged refusal of the person loved port paradossalemnte to stick to it even more trying to be accepted and loved and that this reflects a situation experienced in childhood and tend to reproduce it unconsciously to see it and overcome. I do not know what could have been this "trauma" I have lived. I tried to ask my parents without results ..

Now that I've lived my first real relationship started even though important aware that he was not the right person for me, I find myself in a tunnel and I see no way out.

I often leaps of mood, rivorrei with me, I often cry and feel like I could not to move forward as if my life had stopped to wait he come back to me telling me that it was wrong that she loves me still.

I would be grateful if he had any advice for me to help me feel better, to find myself ..

Sincerely

Thank you for your attention
Carolina